| hmmm |
[Dec. 9th, 2005|05:29 pm] |
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| |  she needs to call me! | ] |
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| | yellowcard-only one | ] |
well i havnt written in this, since like 45 years ago... so i guess i'll write in it. well it has been goin good lately, school is as usual hard & soccer season is coming up but idk if i'm gunna b varsity i hope so... well i m VERY VERY VERY VERY happy with lauren & nothing wrong has really happend or no fights but i just wanna spend more time with her since we havnt spent a lot of time together lately ,i hope she calls me, well everything has been goin average like i said but erika if u really wanna b my frend again well u call me & talk to me... forgettin my # is a bad start
well g2g bye all
<3 u lauren xoxo |
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[Oct. 1st, 2005|07:48 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | zoe- love | ] |
well i'm not doin n e thing but readin sum comments lauren is leavin me... awwwwww i love you BIG TIME i love you this much - from here |
| to there... well a WHOLE lot more but this thing doesnt let me go n e further awww shux well i <3 u & CALL me !! i'm waitin PLEASE CALL ME !!! |
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| well this sux |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|08:57 pm] |
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| |  i cant go to laurens | ] |
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| | the strokes-is this it | ] |
hmmm lets see i hav good news & bad news, well first the bad news: hmm lets see one brother seems like he doesnt even love me or n e thing so it seems as if i only have one brother next my mom dosnt trust me, believe me, believe in me, and seems as if she doesnt want me to succeed in what i love or be with whom i love, next my dad probably cant even name 3 of my frends but thats okay i still think my dad is cool & all... sooo seems as if i hav a pretty bad family but what can i do, oh well i could only do my best
okay now the good news:
i had a soccer game today & it wuz the first game in a long time because of my knee & i guess it wuz like a debut or a lil comback thing to see how good i m & well I SCORED!!!!!!!!!!! yup it wuz an awesome free kik and yeah, next the other team didnt score so i guess i wuz defending pretty darn good, but the only thing that does suck is that a good frend of mine seems to b slowly switching teams because he recently joined antoher team & he hasnt gone to one of our practices nor a game in a while, but hey thats up to him
well thats about it... since i'm pissed off right now i pretty much cant do n e thing else... well bye all |
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| i'm freakin dizzzy for no reason |
[Sep. 17th, 2005|10:48 pm] |
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| |  lauren i miss you & i'm scared | ] |
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| | banana pancakes- jack johnson, this song is awesome!!!!!!!!! | ] |
well hello all... i've been havin LOADS!!!!!!! of fun and a lot of other good things, i just came back from a vollyball tourney in cruces DANG we freakin KICKED ASSSSSSSS over there course we got first place, it wuz fun but not the best of fun because a very special some one was missin lauren. i hope you dont get into SUPER trouble i've been worried i've been nervous because i'm thinkin the worst is going to happen but we should hope for the best...soooooo many songs remind me of lauren (i cant member which kuz i'm freakin dizzy)i cant believe how bored i can get without her
well i'm back to soccer since my meniscus or sumtin is fixed it freakin sux kuz we go to a stupid asss park to go play and i hate sweating and changin and all the guys lookin at u while u change, a lot of stupid freshman, but oh well i hope to b varsity this year... not much comp but the coach pix favorites
i havnt forgotten about my good frends (even though they think i hav) jacquelin george erika peps david... we still hang out i still call u all, i may not call u a lot but at least i do & all u dont even call me
hahah today at the tourney we went to go eat at chilis and jenna christine aften natali jessica priscilla annette kaitlyn tayler and like 2 ther girls all were being freakin funny jenna wuz laughing at stuff MAKIN FUN OF MY LAST NAME but i wuz laughin at the way jenna laughs, and sum other people too... lauren YOU GOTTA GO BACK TO VARSITY ALREADY!!!!!
ahhhh i'm FREAKIN BORED so i'm gunna go look for sumtin to eat or sutmin to entertain me goodbye all |
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| ***yawn*** |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|01:33 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
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| | soma-The Strokes | ] |
today i went to school where it went alright... i found out i'm failing two classes and struggling in all of them except for like soccer... oh yeah and ipc...for lunch i was with girlfrend number 1!!!!!!!!later after school i got a ride from laurens mother and oh yeah!!! HER DOGGIE LIKES ME!!!!!!!!!! well wen i got home lauren came down to say hi to my parents but they were in the backyard so she wuz being a booger and just left... jk, but we went to cc's for my moms birthday... then later i went to riverside where my brother took me and when i got there i went to go sit down with jimmey, then we went to whataburger & then dropped off her lil sis at a slumber party but the hole freakin time my stomach started to freakin hurt bad idk why but then her legal guardian dropped me off & no one was home so i just took sum pepto & it went away in a while & now i'm talkin to lauren & we're r juss talkin & might go to the movies tomorrow but we dont know wut movie to watch, we will probably not watch a scary one because we'll get scared later at night and stuff, but hopefully we'll go & we still gotta find out about homecoming lauren!! so ask yo mamma & i'll ask mine well g2g now see everyone later!!! triple B.(u know wut it means lauren... hopefully) |
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| i'm feeling okay but more sad |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|12:53 am] |
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| | cant wait till saturday! | ] |
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| | my fan spinnin, no music kuz my moms is asleep | ] |
well today wuz eastwoods first game and we won!!!!! but it wuz gadsden... well i wuz with george & those guys, then after the game we went to marks lil party & some homies were gunna fight so i stayed there for quite a while but in the end some one said that the cops were coming, and EVERYONE left in about 2 minutes flat, there were cras goin like 40 on the lil narrow streets, luckily for me i lived on the next street... LAUREN I MISS YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope you all win the tourney and you score a lot of points since your #1!!!! well i called you a lil bit ago to tell ya good night & that i love ya mucho i hope i'm the only boyfrend ur thinkin about (hehe)but just to letcha know i cant stop thinkin about you all i could do is smile smile & smile
i miss your smile
i miss your lil clown nose :OD
i miss your stinky feet, hehe
i miss your purrrrrrrrrrrty face
i miss your lil words you say
i miss your freckles
i miss your sexy legs ;)
i miss being with you
but most of all I MISS YOU :'(
well t.t.everyonel. i gotta take a shower, i'll call ya later today lauren :-*
(that means a kiss) |
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| YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|10:54 pm] |
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| |  & sad kuz of the trip | ] |
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| | My Chemical Romance- Helena | ] |
well i'm the happiest & luckiest guy A LIVE i gots the purrrrrrrrrrrrrtiest girlfrend in the WORLD!!!!!! her name is lauren & i m like boyfrend #10000000 hahaha jk(inside joke, huh luaren) well tomorrow she & the team leaves to san angelo :( good luck girls, & lauren i gotta draw ur lil thingy , even though u will probably take a shower, but oh well and u gota gimee the note book hey well i g2g kuz my mom is being dumb about me needin to do my homework but well talk to every one later... bye lauren mucho love :D |
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| uhhh |
[Aug. 20th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
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| |  stress sux | ] |
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| | Harder To Breathe- Maroon 5 | ] |
well i'm pretty sad right now, maybe the saddest i've been in a pretty long time, most of my best frends were being jerx today... but hopefully this will all end pretty soon & everything goes according to fate, but hopefully nothing bad happens, its sux because wen u know that sumthing good but also sumtin bad will happen u hope for the good stuff n e ways, but maybe the good will b able to overpower the bad and make it go away
well i've been thinking A WHOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLE LOT ,lately, of two people & i still havnt really made my decision nothing is at a hundred p& right now... everytime i think of sumthing even if its not good, i still think of the bad stuff but in time i will find out becaue i mean rome wasnt built in 1 day... right _ _ _???
oh and maybe how i'm feeling right now will probably change tomorrow or never or next week, i may never know.... |
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| ummm |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
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| |  I HATE HOMEWORK | ] |
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| | manu chao- me gustas tu, this song reminds me of "the girl" | ] |
school has been goin pretty awesome the class i have with jill is cool but that teacher doesnt let us talk much...but in my world history syd. is cool with that teacher so syd is a talker in that class with me and that other girl emily. my locker sux, because i m sharin with 2 other guys and there like 8 boox in there and i gotta get on my tip-toes to get my boox out. my classes are pretty coolio, but in my ipc class there is a freshman who has a boyfriend and she wants to break up with him thinking i will go out with her, but she doesnt understand that my heart is set on "the girl" talking about the girl i always see her in the halls and after school, but it sucks because when i see her around i am with some frends & i always tell my frends hold on dud i'm gunna go talk to her, but noooooo my dumb frends dont let me... well some tell me nah dud dont ditch its messed up if you do, but sum other ones dont beg me or n e thing. gosh i wish i could not just act sooooooooo nervous around her, maybe its because she is so beautiful or her personality that makes me be that way, but the times that she talks to me i get alll happy and i'll think in my head, WHAT!??! she wants to talk to me!??!? and i like that a lot... well i g2g kuz my dumb brother is being dumb, ttyl |
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| UH OHHH |
[Aug. 5th, 2005|12:00 am] |
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| |  although i'm tired i kant slee | ] |
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| | incubus- megalomaniac | ] |
well A WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE lot has been on my mind, through out all of summer, well my summer was pretty cool at times, there is TOOOOO much to say, i guess i should hav writtin more in this, but the main summary of my summer was,i chilled with some of my old best frends and i chilled with my best frends, i got... well.... i'll talk about that later, i quit doin the herb(but its not like i did it alot) and hannah i juss finished talkin to ya and remember ur nickname is cap'n insano & i'm cap'n cucoo... k well my love life changed dramatically through out this summer, my relationships hav been changin, maybe for the best or for the worst, well idk but sydney became a really great frend & i know we r only gunna better our relationship kuz i gots her for 2 CLASSES!!! thats gunna b fun, and i especially cant forgett about jill, i gots her for geometry(i got my answers woohoo) lol jk,well i'm all out of words for this, t.t.y.a.l. there too much to write still |
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| hmmm |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|12:59 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
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| | i'm not okay- my chemical romance | ] |
well i just came back from registration it wuz really fun, i saw a lot of people... i spent most of my time with david & omar, but also with erika jacquelin n felissa... oh yeah i saw "THE GIRL" i wuz super nervous i berely even talked, i didnt know what to say, i guess i should hav planned it out before kuz i knew she was goin, my b-day is in exactly 2 months!!!!!! well g2g, i'm goin swimin with some frends |
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| uh oh |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|07:47 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | i never told u wut i do for a living-my chemical romance | ] |
well i just finished seeing my new classes for this next year and i must say, they suck, well n e 1 who knows about these teachers please tell me so i can change m
spanish, hernandez
ipc, kass- she sux
geom,molden
avid,durkes
world hist., dominguez
english, widner
soccer, prats |
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| hmmm |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|12:52 am] |
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| |  liking sum1 is hard | ] |
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| | Juanes-nada valgo sin tu amor | ] |
well right now i'm
sad
bored
and sad... well i hate thinking kuz it makes me wonder and kuz i wuz thinkin i'm sad now, its about a girl and thats all i'm gunna say... i'm having all kinds of thoughts about it, i guess i can only talk to two people about it, syd. and another girl |
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| hmmmmmm |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|04:00 pm] |
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| |  my dad is freakin stupid | ] |
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| | frank sinatra- com fly with me | ] |
well this weekend has been alright, friday i forgott what i did but it was pretty cool at night time, saturday i had my first game in a long asss time... and of course we won but i had only gotten like 4 hours of sleep and the sun was killing me... so like at 3 wen i got home, i feel asleep till like 8:30, then i got online for a while but went back to sleep for a while, then wen i got back on i stayed talking to jill for a while it was pretty fun... well today i feel kinda sick and still tired kuz i didnt get much sleep today either, i felt sick since yesterday wen i got home... well i g2g now my dumb asss dad is being a retard |
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| *YAWN* |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|03:45 am] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
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| | my chemical romance- im not okay | ] |
well i'm chillin wit george right next to me me (smokin weed) hahhaha jk we dont do that stuff we r studying for our classes this next year... well today went pretty fun i went to erikas and she gave me my present, I LOVE THE CANDY!!!!! and dont worry about the soccer ball, you coming back is enough happiness for me, well i came to spend a night with george today like at 12, today i didnt talk to "the girl" hopefully i will later today |
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| hmmmm... |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|01:42 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | vicente fernandez-el rey, i love this song syd. | ] |
well things have been going okay, i went to jessicas 15 this past sat. n it wuz pretty cool i was dancing with felisa and catherine, but i needed to dance with sum1 else but the whole time she was with her frends...and sum guys, well i was thinking about when to go ask her but i was always REALLY nervous, but then i had to make a phone call, so then i went by the restrooms, and i saw her go into the girls, and the 15 was close to finishing, so then i decided to go ask her now no matter what, but when i went to the dance floor the lights turned on so that REALLY sucked... but atleast i got to say hi n bye to her. well later after the 15, syd. DITCHED ME!!!!! jk syd but dont worry it was good that you brought "Your guy" along, you know since u..., well thx for eating my chico taco, and by that i mean a chicos tacos taco not the other 1, well yesterday was okay i went to go chill wit my frend george, then later wen i got home i made sum pizza and even though i made it i let my older bro get some before me, he was about to leave to j-town, so then when i decided to get some he had already finished half of the pizza's, so then i got a good 1 with a lot of peperoni's but NOOOOOO he gad to take it because i "didnt" make the pizza according to him... so then i just tossed it on the table so he can get it and then he hit me and pushed me for that dumb thing so i got really mad and said "go get drunk!!!" and thats wen he came charging at me and pushed me really hard into the wall, but what can i say, "you never get drunk"??? well thats al bull so i'm not gunna say that and i told him the truth and i'm still saying it so if you read this, YESS i think your an alcoholic, what are you gunna hit me again for saying it???? does it make a difference if you hit me???well i g2g i think i've written enough |
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| oh no!!!!! |
[Jul. 9th, 2005|05:55 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] |
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| | adam sandler-grow old with you | ] |
well today i berely relised
there is gunna b a HURRICANE IN FLORIDA and my best frend ERIKA IS OVER THERE OMG i keep trying to find out her moms cell phone but i just cant i need to call her frends or somthing like felisa, omg i hope she is okay and i hope she comes back okay, kuz gosh i already miss her BIG TIME geez la weez idk wut to do i HAV TO get a hold of her well i hope she is okay g2g now |
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| THIS SUX!!!! |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:56 pm] |
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| |  mellow | ] |
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| | Zoe-love | ] |
well i have been talking to "the girl" butit doesnt seem like im getting to her, it doesnt seem like she will care if i tell her that i like her or not, i wish that i could tell her and she would b overwelmed and say it back, but thats only in my world in my dreams... but if she doesnt like me then, what can i do its up to her if she doesnt like me then thats okay its her life and maybe things will change later in life... well i guess i can only b happy in my dreams and i guess i can only see her in my dreams but hopefully i will see her around... its funny kuz wen i'm talkin wit her i'm a nervous wreck i think of what to say my head goes into a blurr, well "the girl" i hope that soon one day i can say your mine, but until then i can wish you are i think i can only talk to some girls about this
well today my day went pretty swell... i wuz at my house for a while then i wuz gunna go to the y but i had no ride... then i had soccer practice and me and george (my best frend) WALKING all the way to eastwood middle boy wuz that cool, n then i practiced wit my new ghetto cleats but they r pretty cool then we went to album to play sum soccer then i got home and talked to jill its ALWAYS fun talking to jill even if she isnt writing back its still special just to even make contact with her, well internet contact. well I MISS YOU ERIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I LOVE YOU i hope you could juss come back now kuz its tough bein wit out u, well i g2g now my dog is poopin all over the place |
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| hmmmm |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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| | awake | ] |
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| | ending thing of the simpsons | ] |
well today i went to go play soccer with my argentinan frend,icidro,it was okay and of course i megged a few people... well monday my BESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTEST frend left to florida, FOR A WEEK, i dont know how i'm doin it but i berely make it wit out her, i always wanna call her but then i remember she is gone but i call n e wayz kuz i love her. well i havnt really dont much this summer but its been pretty cool especialy on the fourt of july it wuz pretty awesome, but its fun talkin to the great jill. on the net but i think we dont talk enough, and becca is pretty cool too and amanda i cant forget about amanda... and right now i cant talk to erika for such reasons but wen she comes back i'm gunna talk my butt off wit her, see how her trip went n everything... well i gotta go now ttyl |
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| we love each other again!!!! |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|08:26 pm] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
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| | sum ghetto fronchie music of my mom | ] |
well today wuz a PRETTY cool day actually this weekend was... well friday was my lipsync thing and that went awesome i had to do stuff off the top of my head and becca and jacquelin and 2 other girls just held sum signs but it wuz cool, then after scool i wanted to work out so then i worked out my SUPER HOT BOD!!!(HAHAH JK I WISH), n then i went to go run some more at album but yeah i got home and did sum more work outs then ate my instant soup and fell asleep, so then saturday i didnt do n e thing but eat, watch soccer, and sleep. but then night time came and i went to a kince with vince rigo bert and george... it was pretty cool i wanted to dance wit syd but she had to take off wit my homie irvin... so then after that we went to george's house to go drinkin and what not but i didnt,then some more people came then i left... sunday came around and i wuz supposed to have a game but i fell asleep, THAT SUX 2 WEEKS WITH OUT PLAYIN A GAME, then i just went drivin around town wit my dad and he wuz goin crazy on me kuz i went 42 on a 40, later i went to ERIKA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her to the death she is my bestestestestestestestesteste frend in the WHOLE world and i know that she loves me back... we were in a HUGE FIGHT and all that bad stuff but we cleared it ALL up so we r cool now and stuff and we even got a stronger relationship it seems as though everyday it does... well here i m now and i jus finsihed talkin to syd. but she had to leave(im guessin it had sumtin to do wit "ludacris")JK well g2g every1 |
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